Aden Abdule Amrah Jama | A soldier of Allah | Dutch Gov't Collapse - Mind Over Matter #46

0:00 And not drive or else the earth's going to explode. And it's like, bro, Trevor cannot out recycle China pumping, you know, how much gas into the earth, dude. This is crazy. It's in Holland. I must admit I have to say because I've been working for like 12 years in a company where it's all it was all about recycling and sustainability and the sustainable development goals and everything. I was all into it because I was like, OK, we have to save the world and we have to do this and we have to change this.

0:48 And it's it will make you crazy because in the until today, I don't see the results and all the efforts that they make companies do and changes. And it's I cannot even say how many changes and how many projects and how many how do you say that the money that comes from the government? I mean, we're here and over here. Yeah, it's like the the hottest three days ever recorded or something. What was it like the hottest three days ever recorded here in the U.S.

1:34 The hottest three days. Yeah, but let's get these days like the last three days were the hottest ever. Right. But I looked up the data. You know, when they started collecting data. Nineteen seventy eight. So they say the hottest day on record or the hottest three days, but it's the hottest three days. Nineteen seventy eight. It's like that does where you can't tell me a caveman was out here like, oh, it's 80 degrees outside like the hottest day ever. Give me a break, bro. But that's it's the way they write things, the way they put things out. It makes you think if you don't research it, of course, if you do research and you will find always something else and you can trace every information that you get.

2:27 So but it's the way they sell it. Yeah, they have to sell it. That's how they make their money. They're so shady to you, bro. We are the products. In the article I read about it being so hot out recently, the line that said that the data only started collecting in 78 was like the bottom of the page. Right. So most people are only seeing the headline if they read the article, they got to go all the way to the bottom to find it. It's like you're not, I guess, technically lying, but it's so shady, man. Yeah, now they're making people afraid and well, it worked because I too was thinking that I could change something about the whole world's.

3:21 They said like you could fix the climate. Yes, the climate change and you are responsible, but you're not. Well, you know, there's nothing I can do. You know what they all have in common to all the climate change? Fucking we're going to solve this problem. Less people. Yeah, they just want less people. You don't get less people without killing people, bro. I'm sorry. But yeah, this is just that's what they already doing, right? They are already already, you know, many ways like you're going to use this as an excuse to kill people. We don't have enough people here like. Come on.

4:01 Come on, man. You come on. Sometimes it sounds very harsh, but I think that's a way of cleaning up the earth. Because we humans, I think we need to be even. It's a life is a test, right? So you need to get better, stronger, smarter. And you have to outrun them, actually. Right. Like Corona, for example, I thought of it in my partner. He told me you're crazy and how can you think of it like this?

4:41 And I was like, OK, but I believe in God above anything. So I don't I do. Of course, I do care what happens. But I was like, this is such a crazy event. I don't know what to believe, but I need to do first research. I need to have like facts that I can work with. And I couldn't believe the news. So I was pregnant from my daughter and I was like, OK, before I get for a panic because I'm pregnant, I have to come and avoid stress. And everything's I was like. Just sort things out, just do your research.

5:24 And I went to hospitals and I went to check to see what is going on, because I needed I needed to deliver my baby in the hospital. So I had to see what was going on. So I would check myself in already with some pains and everything. And I was like, just let me just check in the inside. If I see people dying, people you would see chaos, right? If there is you would think that you and I saw nothing. And the people in the in the hospital, they weren't even wearing masks. And I was like, OK, I was wearing a mask because I was like, I'm pregnant. I don't want to get sick of you. Yeah. So I'm going to just do it. And eventually I found out the masks were it was a detection and everything.

6:09 And I was like, OK, what are we doing in here? And he and eventually when I researched some things, I said, OK, there must be something going on. And they are obviously doing something in the background with things that we cannot see. And I was like, I'm going to see this as the survival of the fittest. Just if you can keep up mentally, physically, then you are with the less survivors, right? Because obviously they are doing something because I would hear people dying close. That was not a lie. So they were doing something and I wasn't sure what it was until now.

6:49 I don't know what it is. And I decided not to know. I don't want to know. I know. But if you don't want to know, I'll tell you. This. Yeah, it's. That was a big thing with the whole the whole. Vaccines and everything is. Just look in front of your eyes. What what do you see? They're telling us something is happening. They're telling us everyone's sick. They're telling us all this and all that hospitals are filled to the brim. But I didn't see more ambulances on the road. I didn't see more people collapse. I didn't see anything happening. I see friends getting crazy sick. It was just another call.

7:31 I had people dropping down the street. It was like, OK, I did see one time in the store and I was like, OK, this shit in China is covering it right. That too, like hospital night and he just dropped out on the floor. I was like, OK, oh, my God, I'm wrong. This is a. You know, when you when you get too powerful, like, OK, God, it's those don't save me. And I was like, I'm untouchable. I don't care. And then I saw the man just dropping down. It's like. That was the big thing. The big thing in the US was like, if you don't get a vaccine, you know, hospitals are going to be overran.

8:12 They're not going to be able to treat people. But there and they tell us statistics like, oh, this hospital in New York at 99 percent capacity, right? One more person and it's going to be over capacity. They can't get care. The hospitals operate at like a 90 percent capacity all the time. Like health care is constantly they don't have a whole auditorium full of beds just to be able to use, bro. They're already at these high like occupancy rates. And now I was actually deployed to Afghanistan when the covid thing happened. Like I went out there in early January 20, 2020, and I got back in June. But it's like I was reading on the news how like, oh, hell's breaking loose.

8:55 Like my wife's disinfecting the groceries, right? And then I get and then get this stuff. I get back and I'm like, I see a few people wearing masks, but I'm still told this is going to kill everyone and their mother. Right. But then I see people riding in downtown Nashville all over the US. And I think, wait a minute, wait a minute. I got to stand six feet apart from Trevor or else we're going to kill each other. But y'all can riot with fucking over a thousand people. Yeah, something's up. Something's up. That's funny. You say that, too, because I was on my way out to Iraq in that same time period. And then it was that my time was around the George Floyd riots.

9:36 So it was like a month after the covid stuff was kicking off. And I had to be quarantined for two weeks in this depressed little area. No one could talk to me right before I deployed two weeks stuck in this room. Because of covid. And now I get overseas and it's just mayhem in the United States. Everyone's everywhere. There's people everywhere in the streets together. And now it's even now it's still a problem. Somehow it's still it's still happening. I still have to get a seventh booster shot. Like, there's a lot of shit. I was talking about that, too, because a lot of people are thinking like it's an attack on us and they're going after us and they're attacking you.

10:19 But I I I want to believe that they're just trying to make it easier to control everything. And it's not they're not necessarily attacking. They're attacking the weak people because they're easier to control that way. The strong people, I want to believe they want on their team. They want them to survive. The strong people almost like who who are you going to pass? If there are eight people sitting around at a table making all these big plans for the whole world, I would believe that those eight people want some critically thinking people to come after them. So they're not going to try and kill all the strong people. That's why this covid took out the obese people.

11:00 And it was a problem for the people with health issues already. They wanted the stronger people to get through it. And the people who got the vaccinated, they're they're weaning out all the weak people in the world. Yeah, I mean, look at China's demographics, for they got way too many old people, not enough young people, especially young women. And you mean to tell me a disease just manifest because some dude ate a monkey shit sandwich that really only kills old and fat people in the country where there's too many old people. Come on, man. Now, they they lost me when they when I saw the the the government people, the ministers and no, it was it was even the minister who was in charge of the health issues.

11:47 He had a party in his house, a big party during Corona in Dutch in Holland. Yeah. His name is. His name. Because he was shaking all hands, he was hugging his friends and they had a they had a wedding. They had a wedding with a party, something like that. And apparently then they showed the people of the country that those people in higher state places, they don't have Corona rules. They don't have to keep their distance. They can hug each other, kiss each other. And yeah, that's the same thing happened over here.

12:28 Yeah. More than once, Trev, to roll like, yeah, at least 10 times. It was governors saying if you go out to the grocery store, you're going to kill grandma. And then they get caught getting their haircut or having a giant party with no mask. Or you see those pictures where like the politicians don't have masks, but all like the servant class people do. Like like the virus doesn't get the ministers and the people in higher. We had the weaklings. We had this thing out here where the grocery stores had these arrows like you're supposed to go one way through the grocery store.

13:09 Like you walk past some you can't go back. Yeah, this is a one way aisle. The next one's the other way. Like this is getting out of control. Tape the little dots. Yeah, even outside. I'm like, bro, no one. My favorite was the people wearing masks when they'd be like running by themselves. Like people are not running past each other catching Corona virus. I want to get into this the couple of links that you sent me because. Yeah, have you seen it? Those? Yeah, those. Those were insane.

13:50 I know, but this is what I found out later. I didn't even know this. The link that I send you. That was even deeper. I didn't even know these things, and I was like, OK, this is happening all around the world and other countries need to know this also. I was going to say what links did you get? I put them in the chat, but it's. They used an algorithm to. They use an algorithm to. Tell who was Dutch and who's non Dutch. To. To spark a risk like increase the risk that they were committing fraud and crime.

14:38 It's like it's like if if we use an algorithm and said anybody who is just say, yeah, African American, anyone who's black is is committing more crimes and is and everybody who turned in that paper. Saying that they're black is now getting watched by the federal government, so not we've actually they're doing that to us. The FBI, they didn't tell us about it, but they're currently doing it with Catholics. It's a huge thing. FBI people are infiltrating Catholic schools and school board meetings just because if you're Catholic, you're at a higher risk of committing crime or going against what the government is trying to tell you. Yeah, I would.

15:19 I don't know. I'm guessing because they have a more traditional view on life. They don't just just like you were saying, you believe in a God and they are. They're more strict than Christians for sure, and I think that's why they targeted them, because it would break them down a little bit more if they could get to the higher guy or get to the preacher, whoever they could get to. But I mean, the same thing was happening over to you guys. So I would how you said that all started in the article said like 2013. But you you were there. You were there for a while. Right. So what was happening in your eyes while being there?

16:03 What was kind of happening before you found out that they were doing that? Well, I was talking about this recently with a friend of mine. She's she comes from Morocco and she was with the technology that they used. Everybody who is not Dutch originally is targeted and not even only Dutch. It goes even further. They had targeted people who had like autism. Like I said, a couple of weeks ago, they like the virus. They targeted the weaker people, the single parents, if you're a father or mother, single father, single mothers, the people.

16:51 So she was also because she's from Morocco, there are a lot of people from Morocco and not only Morocco, Somalia. If you come everywhere outside Holland, you are targeted. So you're on the list. They have even a name of that list. Oh, it's in Dutch. I will translate it and send it to you. But it's there's a special list that you come that you appear on. And with that list, you're just a criminal. You're already actually without having a court case or anything against you.

17:36 You're just filed as a criminal. And my friend recently, I was talking with her about this and how it's crazy. But she always she said, I always knew this was happening, that every time I go somewhere in school when I was younger, they would approach me differently. And you can say it's because you look differently, but there was something in their system who would not make you go higher in like school. They wouldn't allow you because it's in the system, it's coded that you cannot go higher if you come from certain places.

18:21 So it goes very deep. And it's it must be because otherwise you can't tell me that every four inch younger human in Holland automatically goes to lower educational. Oh, like if I'm an immigrant or something, I wouldn't be able to go to like a really nice college. But it. It has something to do with your scores, the testing that you do already in school, they their programs, they will not allow you to go further.

19:08 And I recently I on Friday yesterday, I talked to a man who's working with all the people who are the victims of this programs. And he used to work with police. He's a very interesting guy to talk to. He accepted a job inside the tax federal tax services in Holland is to see how they are doing the work now. And he has a lot of he was working at insurance companies. He was an entrepreneur. He worked at police.

19:50 He did many things and he's now seeing the inside. He said, listen, I am watching a old program right now. He said, and I don't understand why they are working with these programs if they have such high level. I already said in English, I.E. AI. I.E. AI level. Oh, I.E. AI. Intelligent. Yeah. And you wouldn't believe the programs that we work with because they don't they can do such amazing things, but they don't want to help the people eventually because the programs that he needs to work with, they don't allow him to help the people as they should be helped.

20:37 It's like when it comes to the money that they are giving out to the people, the hurt that they did and they say that compensation is compensation. Yeah. For for their for everything that they suffered. He said. It should be easy to just see how many people you hit with your programs and then pay out this amount of of of the kind of trauma or what they've done to the people. He said, but they don't want to do this, he said. And it's such a corrupt place.

21:21 I have no words. I have to ask the man to put it in words, but he was very he he he explained me very well how it works. And now I have his explanation. I know that this is this has always been like this and they have this technology. They have it already. I don't know how long they have it, but they have it all a long time and they are using it big time. He isn't it big time. Yeah. Now we we just had a Supreme Court ruling here in the U.S. about affirmative action. If you're familiar with that. Now, can you put it in there? How do we explain it?

22:06 Pretty much if you're white or Asian, you have to get a higher score to get into like medical school or colleges than if you were Latino or black. So like medical schools, I'll kind of explain because I thought I mean, I was going to try to go on for a little bit. It's called URM, underrepresented medicine. Right. So, um, like a Mexican person has a three point two GPA in college. Right. I have to interrupt. I have the baby phone in my screen. I have to go because I see my daughter moving.

22:48 You're good. He's trying to get out of this part out. I'm a write down the other point. Yeah. Yes, I have to pause for a moment. I'll be right back. You're good. OK. Yeah. Out of getting out of control. Yeah. It seems yeah, dude. So the articles that she sent were put them in the chat for anyone that's listening and wants to look into that. But from my understanding, it's almost exactly like what the FBI was doing for the Catholics. It's an immediate flag on your profile, but they did it through their taxes.

23:31 So I don't know. I'm not too sure on how the FBI did it. But when they file taxes over in the Netherlands. They were immediately flagged. And the first thing they did was it was non-Dutch versus Dutch. And if you're flagged, non-Dutch, you are considered a higher risk at criminal activity. But through the article she sent me, they didn't have any oversight of the program. And the people who get the file in front of them, like her friend that's in the tax office, the people who get the file in front of them, they are told it was something about the more money you get for the government, the more money they get.

24:15 So it's kind of like our justice system to where the more people that the police lock up, the more praise they get. Oh, they see this or they see this profile that says they're non-Dutch. And so it was it wasn't just like the program was going after everybody. It was the people that weren't overlooking the program, the people that were just getting the files. They had no oversight of the program. So that was the biggest problem. They weren't they weren't sifting through who was doing what and what like they just said you're committing fraud or or crimes. So they asked for them. I don't know if they they were paying their money back. They didn't ask for it. They said, no, you got to pay your child care or something back.

24:59 So they they ended up I mean, think about that in the United States. All the people that are lower income get flagged for committing crime and fraud. And now they have to pay back their government help. So the people on EBT, the people receiving government benefits, they have to now pay that back. I mean, you didn't have it in the first place. You have to pay it back. That's tearing. I mean, that would tear families apart from the get go. Like getting audited, bro. Like we talk about fucking, oh, we got to tax the billionaires and all this shit. Right. It's like there are like 300 billionaires in the U.S. They each have their own dedicated tax team. And, you know, we see people like Joe Biden hiring 80,000 new IRS agents.

25:47 It's like they're not going after Elon Musk or super rich people. They're coming after us. Yeah. Like you don't even have to do really anything. You just got to take someone to court, bro. Like how much is a fucking lawyer? A few thousand dollars. Mine was a thousand just to get divorced. I was an easy lawyer. That was a thousand dollars, no matter what. And it wasn't. And this is a big thing within the lawyer community. So I know a couple of people from our meetings on Tuesdays and Wednesday. Yeah. That are trying to change this because it's just it's a template, man. It's a template. They put in my name, they put in her name, and then I get my money back and it's 900 bucks.

26:29 Or I don't get my money back, but they put in my name, put in her name and I give them money for it. Like you guys already have this guy, bro. Yeah. Yeah. Like, yeah. So it's. I don't know. It's it's a little brutal what's going on over there, but I'm glad to hear that the government collapsed, to be honest with you. I need to I'm curious to know more about that from the inside, because I did see that a little bit. And I was actually just thinking that today. I don't know how this got this man got reelected after the polls or after this program came out and they exposed it, he still got reelected. I mean, I'm not going to point no fingers or nothing.

27:10 Oh, here we go. Point your finger. But the man's part of the Freedom and Democracy Party. Here we go. Yeah. So Democrat 66, whatever parties over there, D 66. I mean, look at look at Chicago, bro. How many people get shot in Chicago on the average weekend, like fucking 50 people? Chill on my city. I'm sorry, Trump. Look at my home city, Denver, Colorado. How many homeless people you got running around there, do you? But but people still vote Democrat. Like, I don't know what they're locked into. I don't know why they think it's going to keep working. You know, San Francisco, bro, they got a public department for human waste because people are taking crafts in the street.

27:57 And they still vote Democrat. Do you know, do you wake up if only 80 percent of the black community voted Democrat and the rest voted Republicans? It would be a landslide election. No, I do know that 90 percent of the yeah, 90 percent of the. African-American community does vote blue, but if only even 10 percent of them switch parties, it's like, well, these people, not that the Republicans are perfect, but the Democrats don't care about you, bro. They see you all as a pawn, just like anyone else. Like. Let's just use you all for what you're worth. And then when we don't need you no more fucking there's a door, bro.

28:41 Yeah, it's I it blew my mind that the man got reelected. Matt Root, Matt Root, R U T T E. Mark, I'm sorry, Mark Mark. That was the prime minister over there. It is just I mean. Come on, I mean, how many times has Mitch McConnell got reelected, dude? Fucking too many to count. And that, yeah, that's our thing. Our senators just kind of fly under the radar, congressman woman. These are the people that they're they're affecting us to, man. It's not just like the president. These are the people that are supposed to be fighting for our rights, representing us, not their big grand scheme of things.

29:25 We're not we're not acting. We're not asking for your big plan. We're asking for you to go over there and speak on my behalf. And the old days when when our government just started, it started because we had farmers and they're like, look, man, we can't all go to this meeting. We have to farm. We'll send Trevor on all of our behalf. Trevor, can you tell them, please, that we don't want this? And that's how we did it. That's where it all started. And now I don't even know really anyone in Congress. I don't I don't know nobody because they're all flying under the radar. I don't know. I don't even know how they keep getting elected. I have no idea. Probably because it's the only name everyone sees.

30:05 I mean, when I was voting in the twenty twenty election, I just picked the names that I saw on the I'm going to be honest, I had no idea. I saw R and I saw whatever name seemed familiar to me. And I voted that guy. I just picked the R. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. So it's it's on us to to fix it. So I'm not blaming anybody, but I mean, that's just the state we're in. And it's definitely on us to become smarter to fix it. This is the problem. Yeah. Though with democracy is that everyone has an equal vote. Like, did you watch you watch Tim Cass IRL last night? No, no. He was saying, like, imagine the average person, how dumb they are.

30:47 Right. Fifty percent of people are stupider than that. Like people are not. How do I put like, say, you're Trump, right? Are you going to go up on stage and talk about issues and maybe went over the 10 percent of intellectuals that are going to vote, you're going to call your opponent a fat sack of shit and get everyone else? Bro, he's stupid. He's an idiot. You're stupid. You're lazy. You'd be in jail. What the fuck did he call Jeb Bush, bro? Low energy, bro. Yeah. Low energy. Look at this guy's low energy. Look at him. Yeah. Imagine when he gets a job just like.

31:27 What? What? What? Yeah, bro. With Ted Luzer, you know, like that, that's what wins elections, bro, is people's emotions like I was talking to my wife, Flora, about this. She was like, I'm a single issue voter. And I'm like, what is that single issue? And she couldn't tell me. Didn't know what it was. And I'm like, no, you vote by how you feel about that person. If you think they're an asshole, you're not going to vote for them. But I'd rather have a competent asshole than a nice. Retail. I mean, look what we have now, bro. We have a nice fool and look at how this clown.

32:11 That's the thing, too, is like even the intellectuals that see what I mean. Like you said, you know what's going on. I know what's going on, but we won't be able to vote for the intellectual person because the other guy is just going to win with emotion. You know, like, even if so, people are saying, would you vote Trump? Look, I don't really want to. I don't want to vote Trump. I wish there was another option, but there's no one out there that's going to appeal to the emotions like Trump does that has win ability. Yeah. Yeah. Right. And I would vote someone else. I really would. But you look at the polls, the man's up 50 points. I'm not going to be able to. My vote isn't going to change anything.

32:54 I mean, yeah, that's why the third party's never worked out. I would rather put my vote towards him than anyone on the other side. That's how it ends up with the lesser of two evils each election. Dude, I would suck dick to be able to vote for someone and have an honest chance. Well, fucking a dude, it's so tiring. The first election I could vote in was Trump versus Hillary Clinton. Like what? And before that, you had Obama and Mitt Romney. They're both fucking uniparty people. Oh, man. I just found out Mitt Romney was the first that the first that ruled LGBTQ should be in schools.

33:34 Oh, for real? Either either in schools or he. No, I think it was gay marriage. He was the first one that passed gay marriage. But yeah, but they're both claims to be like this almighty Christian man. Yeah. Come on, man. Both fucking warmongers, dude. It's like, okay, the first election I can vote in is Trump and Hillary Clinton. It's like a giant deuce versus a turd sandwich. I don't think I even voted then because I was deployed. Right. Use that kind of an excuse. And then in 2020, it was Joe Biden versus Trump. And I'm like, oh, my good God in heaven. Like, this is the best we can muster up. We're the fucking US of a, dude.

34:14 Yeah. Think about all the intelligent people out there. They're so intelligent. They don't want to be involved in this garbage. That's Yo, dude. It's like, you know what? I see with the mess that's going on over there. I don't want my face on the screen because I wind up getting attacked and harassed. I'm just not going to do this. And so we end up with a dude who's willing to do it, but not as intelligent. Well, you see how dirty they play in our politics, too, bro. I can't blame no one for not wanting to join that. Yeah. Cool apparatus, though. Like, they're so dirty. Curious how long this will last, though, because even with, like, AI coming out, they're going to have to change something.

34:54 You know, oh, it'll last. Something is going to have to change. So, you know, what's what's going to be worrying is when you see an AI video with Joe Biden, he's like, my fellow Americans were signing up to go fight Ukraine and send American soldiers over there. But it's like total fucking it's like fake. Right. Yeah. But how many people are going to watch that specifically people over 55 and think, oh, shit, we're going to war in Ukraine. Mm hmm. Like that's saying there has to be. We have a flawed system when it comes to the press, and that's what's going to happen now is something's going to start floating around of AI deepfakes.

35:40 And because the government is so I mean, look at how they exchange the Secretary of State, that lady doesn't know a damn thing. If she can't answer questions so that the pro the press can get the truth out because the old people are watching the news. The old people are watching or are reading newspapers. They can't get the right information because she can't relay the information. And she likes she just I'm talking like the press secretary. Yeah, that black chick, bro. Yeah, she just lies constantly over and over.

36:22 I like that. It's not it's not just an American issue as we're finding out. Yeah, I think at least we're all. Well, I was here. I heard everything you said, because I had the sound on and I was listening while I was with my child. Oh, yeah. Crazy, crazy. And it critiques. I know you're Biden. Oh, yeah. Oh, I'm I'm still convinced no one voted for Joe Biden. They just voted against Trump. Mm hmm. Which is sad. So I'm saying unless I have two Eagles, I say, yeah, like, but they'll say, though, like, I didn't want to vote for him, but I had to to get rid of Trump.

37:09 Like, no, they own that shit. You voted for. Yeah, I was in America because the 4th of July. I wanted to send you a message. I didn't. I'm sorry. But I wanted to research the whole day and where it came from and all that. And I did. And while I was watching an information that I found on YouTube about it. It was the first time that America, the people won actually, and they resist against all those things that the government was doing right. So. If they have done that in the past like that and they achieved it, how can people still be moved by governments like this if they have already done that in the past real quick for some context, they like the Boston Tea Party was kind of like the genesis of the Revolutionary War and us declaring our independence.

38:12 Right. They did that over a 2% tax increase. 2%. And then you got places like California. They take half your income. I just I wanted to add. I thank you for looking it up. How is that possible? How is what possible? That they have like in one America is one whole country. Right. So do they have like different tax? Each state. Oh, yeah. Yeah. I mean, it'll take me the whole podcast to go through how many taxes we have. Holy. Yeah.

38:52 Each each state has a state income tax. Like here in Florida, we don't have one. But when I'm buying food, I'm taxed. When I'm buying water, I'm taxed. When I when I'm working and getting my money, I'm taxed. I told you, I got my money on tax. Yeah. So it's I think if a lot of people did what you did and looked up the history behind America and I was saying this to because someone asked me, you know, you guys are you're a veteran does Fourth of July mean something more to you now? And I said it does in a way, but I also I went to the beach.

39:35 I didn't drink. I didn't do anything crazy. I just went to the beach and enjoyed my time. And I couldn't find anyone there not drinking or not or someone. I couldn't find anyone sober. Everyone everyone was impaired. No one. So everyone just uses the holiday to get crazy and they get they get the day off of work because the federal government says, look, this is the day we're off of work and they just go insane like I didn't. I didn't fight for this country and for this holiday, if you want to say for you guys to just forget everything you did that day. Yeah. You guys have no idea what you did the whole day. I got it. We got wasted. I was like, OK, if this is such an important day, why this has to make you think bigger, right?

40:28 It made me think bigger. Yeah. Well, I was assuming that information and everything. And I was like, whoa, so it does happen. And there are possibilities. There are ways. And I was all opened up like we have options. We know there's a way out. Like the world has options like the Fourth of July. Yeah. It makes me so optimistic, though, just because like you hear on the news about how bad this country is and how everyone hates it and stuff. Right. But I went on my back porch during Fourth of July and it was like Normandy Beach. Everyone in Tennessee was lighting fireworks.

41:10 It's like that's a celebration, bro. People are happy. Like you see it in 2020. California outlawed all fireworks. And then you see that video with the helicopter flying over Los Angeles. Everyone's got like that is such like an American spirit thing, dude. Like I get it. It has to be because they have achieved like, wow, it's powerful. Yeah. It's like we can kind of appreciate its powerfulness. Same like we do with Memorial Day or Veterans Day or something. But like, let's have some damn fun, bro. I don't want everyone to be sad. Let's light off some fireworks, dude. Screw the government. Let's do what the fuck we want.

41:50 We're Americans. No, but that's why I said I didn't even saw it as just only for America. I see it for the whole world. Everybody is free. And we have. We are free. We are free spirits. If you think we come from God, like you believe it, right? That you are created by God and he created us as free spirits. And we have free will. We are amazing. We are strong. We are tough. We are bendable, flexible. We can do a lot.

42:30 And we've shown that, too, because people have achieved much in history just for standing up for their rights and for their selves and just being the human that they are. I mean, the fact that we're all still even alive, like what did the earth, you know, kind of get born, so to speak, like over four billion years ago. And then all that time later, we have this like, yeah, what I saw. It could be so much more if you think. But like I'm flying, maybe like this is what I saw.

43:12 Take talk about it. It was like if you had a billion letters, right? And you tossed them out on the ground. What are the odds that it would write Hamlet or some famous play? Hmm. Slim to none. And it's like, I wouldn't bet my life on that. Why would I bet my afterlife on that? You know, it's like this is all just too big of a coincidence. I think people don't really appreciate enough how much we're like the fact that we're all still here is a blessing. The coincidences have been kind of blowing my mind recently. That's what finally turned me over to God. Because even yesterday I went out with my parents and I did I did a little cartwheel with a backflip on the end.

43:57 And we were at this bar listening to live music and there was probably 20 people total there, the bar was pretty empty and I did one. This group of ladies kind of went a little crazy and told their friend to turn around and asked me to do it again. So I did it again. It turns out she's a gymnastics teacher. So what what are the odds out of the 20 people that are in here that out of nowhere I decided to just try something new and she can teach me how to do it. It's just it's a coincidence then. No, no, there's no way either of us.

44:38 Like, there's just no way I would split people and places that you should be going because he already. You're you're everything is already written, right? So. We only have to go to where we should go. And then we if we if we just are willing to see the signs. So if you just pay attention to things that we should see that you can see a lot, you will. I I made my puzzles like that every day. I just pay attention when I go out on the people that I meet, the conversations, everything, it's not a coincidence, because everything leads to my next step.

45:28 Yeah. Were you ever not religious or have you always been a Muslim? I'm a born Muslim, but I have been pushed away from my faith, my experiences and. And now, like three years, I am back to my religion. For a year, you was them again. One again. Yeah. What changed and what caused that? Well, that the Dutch the scandal that I shared with Kevin, the Trevor that made me feel so low in my life, I was knocked down.

46:16 Even below ground level, so I couldn't go anywhere then to God for his mercy and his forgiveness for everything that I did do wrong, because I knew I had hurt people in the past and all that. I start to ask for forgiveness. And each time I ask forgiveness for things that I've done, I leave myself more and I was. I felt the energy that God was giving me, and so I couldn't deny it. It was there. It was in me and around me, everything that I thought I did.

46:57 Everything was just planned out. And I started to put my whole faith back to God, because that's where I recognized I come from God. So that's where I will return. And it doesn't matter what happens in this life. And then that time when I was just back on the track with my God, our Lord, Corona happened. So what do you do when you have an unseen virus? You don't know what it is. And I believe in everything that could be possible. And now things are even recognized by have you seen the military, the US military that came out now about UFOs that the government has secret programs?

47:48 And have you seen that? Yeah, what secret programs? Yeah, I know they do. I know they do. Of course, we have already known, but they never said it. And they always denied it. Like they made people think they were crazy. Like Trevor and I know about some units where we can't even talk about. I can only imagine the stuff they got behind closed doors that we don't even know. This guy, he told it on a news. He told them. Yeah, yeah. Projects. Yeah. Massive news. Yeah. We'll have to look into that a little after. I send you the links. I was just showing my son.

48:30 He was here with me. And when he comes to me, he researches a lot of things. I put him on my lap when I said, just sit down and just watch this, watch this, listen to this and listen carefully. And he's a very smart, intelligent young man. He will become a young man, but he's very smart already. And he does see the things and he was he was also shocked. And I have it still open on my laptop. It's crazy. Is there like a forgiveness component of Islam the way kind of Christianity has one?

49:10 I don't know how it is with Christianity, but in Islam, Allah, God, he forgives. He's the only one who can forgive you stuff that even people can't forgive. So I had one experience with an old friend of mine, her sister. I heard her when I was when I was hit with the scandal in Holland. I actually I ran away to to alcohol and I was partying and I was I wanted to just forget about everything that was happening, like the people on 4 July. I guess they've got it.

49:52 Both of us have been right there. Yeah, just put it in the bag and I'm just going to go have fun. And that's what I did when they hit me and target me. I was like, I'm not crazy, but I can't understand this. I can't puzzle this. So I went out and I did actually with awful. And I had made several mistakes with alcohol and I heard her because I told something that her sister, her sister was my friend, and I told her sister something about her that she was not allowed to know, and she was hurt very bad. And I understand it. And I asked forgiveness of her and she couldn't forgive me.

50:36 She said, and I was like, OK, I, I, I felt really bad and all that. And then I remembered God made me remember that he's the one forgiving people and we can only do our best in this life, even with people, even if you hurt somebody. God is always forgiving. He sees and he feels your intentions and everything that you have inside of you and people can never see that. So you can always turn to him for your forgiveness. That's what I've seen, because I forgot I forgave myself instantly after that moment with God. I was like, OK, I understand it and I accept it and I respect it.

51:17 Where you come from. And I have to forgive myself because I need to go on on the next forgiveness asking person. I don't know. I've done a lot. So I knew I had to go on and just block it off. And I, yeah, I mean, like the the forgiveness part of like Christianity, I'm going to speak on just because I know more about it, right, it's such a huge thing to like, it helps you reconcile a lot of things because the Bible says that laying down with another man being gay is a sin, right? But I can't see me getting up to Judgment Day and God saying, you know, Kev, you wrote you let a really just life.

52:04 You were kind of people and you helped a lot of people out. But you had a few gay friends. So, you know, off to hell with you. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, man, like we can forgive. It's just like even on that part, God, we need to respect everybody, every human being, no matter what they are or think or do, we should not even judge, right? Like this agenda they are doing, they are forcing things on us. That's a different story. But we don't have to agree with it. But we have to respect it in total. We have to respect the creation of God. Yeah, that's and that's what got me through Corona.

52:47 That's it's talked to. Yeah, got you through Corona. Yeah, no, because even looking back on it now, looking at it, even the current state of it, I. Everything has a plan, everything happens for a reason, and there was a reason God put this obstacle in this world, whether it was good or bad for whoever, there was a reason that this all happened to us. And there's something we can learn from it. If we're just, you know, like you said, paying attention, you know, just pay attention. Yeah. And a lot of people, it's too easy not to pay attention nowadays. You know, you got your phone, you got alcohol, you got so many different vices you could go to and not pay attention. And so that's that's what the majority of people are doing. But when I sat down and just kind of that's the devil's job because he is here to misguide us, mislead us and to trick us and to just keep us on the wrong track.

53:50 That's what he does. Yeah. And that and that also helps me believe that. It's not just a group of men sitting at a table saying, let's do this to everyone. It's like, no, this is by a greater evil. Right. And we can't. And that's why I could guess we have a law. We have God. Yeah. And exactly. And that's how I can live with it. Look, if there are those eight people sitting around saying, let's start a covid pandemic, I'm not. Yeah, it sucked. It's like for a lot of people, but I'm not going to judge those people, whatever their situation is, they're in it for a reason.

54:30 There's a reason they did this. And whether it whether I like it or not, it happened. There's not much I could do about it other than try to reconcile, try to come to terms. I mean, I'll raise a hot take on this one, dude. I think as a Christian, it's OK to judge those people. Because some things are objectively evil. Right. Like like manipulating people's psychology. That's objectively wrong, according to the Bible. And it's like like trouble. This is the same as having a gay friend. It's like orders of magnitude worse.

55:11 I don't like I don't think all sins are equal. I know they're all sins. But if I'm God, I can't see place in a murder in the same cell as I do a guy that's got a gay friend, and the reason that I'm so passionate about this is because when we don't judge people, they use our religion against us. You know, they'll use Christianity and say, you know, like with let's say immigration. Right. Jesus said, give me your like, Jesus said, oh, yeah, let's take everyone in. Right. Like, it's not Christ's like for me to say, oh, I don't think our borders should be open. They'll use that against me. But when they when they're in power, all my morals don't matter anymore at all.

55:55 It's like they're using our own beliefs against us while they don't believe in it at all. Yeah. Well, they do believe it actually in a way because I have seen it like especially in Israel and the Quran. It speaks about the people from Israel and they reject the message in a way they have like I mean, the people from I have to say the Zionist people, the yeah, not the good ones because they have a lot of good Jews.

56:41 I've seen a lot of rabbis. I follow them and I even like to listen to them. So it's Zionists you're talking about specific. Yeah. Yes. I have to be specific, but they do things that that God has teached them so they use it. They know it, but they deliberately use it differently. Right. They understand what I mean. They take a sentence and they'll twist it. Right. Yeah. But they use it for their own good because they are like, I'm not sure I have to get back to it.

57:24 There are trees that should be planted by. I don't know. But the Zionists, they have planted those trees. That's what I've seen in other research. I don't know what the names are, but it was about trees. And I was like, OK, you see, they know about those trees. So they have been reading about the message of God. And they are using it because they are planting those trees to be protected in a way, so they do use it as protection. But then they'll come over here and say, you have to give up your house because I need to plant a tree here or a bunch.

58:05 Like, they'll take a sentence. Let's say love thy neighbor. Right. But Trevor is not technically my neighbor, so I should be able to kill him. Let's say. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Do you like taking it at face value? The Zionists will misconstrue anything as long as it benefits them. Like, I'm not talking every single Jewish person on Earth. No, no, no, no, we can't. We can't. Because I know a lot of good ones. But exactly, bro. It's like I don't agree with with Islam, but I'm still your friend. Like, we could still be friends, right? Trevor and I are gay, but we have gay friends.

58:46 But it's the Zionists who kind of think that they're entitled to everything and will take people's beliefs and twist them to be their kind of own self-serving thing. But it's the same thing with Islam, actually, too, because if you look at the in Afghanistan or Iran, my son was talking with me yesterday about a girl who they flew away from Iran to Holland, and they are here for eight years. So they are a long time. And he was telling me they were they used to be Muslim, mama.

59:27 He said they used to be Muslim, but her country and the government and everything that they pushed on made her leave her religion. So she's not a Muslim anymore, he said. I said, OK, that's I told in Dutch, I can speak very easy. But I told him that it must be hard to do such a thing because of all the bad things that you see that you decide such a thing that just leave your belief. Because but that's not what Islam is about. It's not how they show it in Iran or in Afghanistan to hold people down to kill people, they are killing people, they are killing their own people, they are their own babies, they do it by themselves.

1:00:18 They are Muslims. They should be obeying God. Right. And God tell them anywhere in the Quran that they should be killing people. I mean, you hear that a lot here over in the States, though, is like. Muslims are terrorists. Yeah, no, I got that all growing up. That's all I knew about the Muslim religion is don't trust a single Muslim. The stereotype around. No, they're going to blow us like. Yeah, no, the chances of them having a bomb are higher than a Christian having a bomb. It was. Yeah, it was bad. And even now I look back on the whole 9 11 situation and kind of dig into the weeds.

1:01:02 We could get into the conspiracy theories and all that if you'd like. But yeah, I did with my son. I was shocked. I saw something on Joe Rogan. Oh, yeah. The money that the two point two point three trillion. It was really dollars. Yeah, like, I don't think people appreciate that. Like I'll illustrate it real quick. A million seconds is like 10 days. Right. A billion seconds is 31 years. So we're talking 31000 years worth of dollars times two. Yeah, two trillion dollars and a plane just.

1:01:44 Oh, it was right where we had the file. It's but how can anyone if you give this information, I would like to test it actually to just put it online somewhere, I don't know where, just to see what people would react on it, but how can people still believe the agenda that they pushed on? If you know these things, this is we had nothing is by coincidence. So how is that possible that you have to ask yourself more than one question in this? If you get information like this, right?

1:02:24 Yeah, it should be pretty easy to understand when you finally receive the facts, you're like, all right, this is what happened. No, it's hard to go against that. Like, it's I can't. How is it not what happened? I know you're the facts. It's easier to fool someone to then to convince them that they're being fooled. Like people have seen it. I don't know. People don't like saying, oh, shit, dude, I was wrong as heck about that. Yeah, especially with like 9 11, you saw the same thing with Covid. Like it's called mass formation psychosis, but it's where you scare a population so severely that even when presenting anything, even when presented with direct evidence of the contrary to what they believe, they will still say no.

1:03:19 Yeah, so yeah, I don't know if there was any more to it than to say, look, these guys were Muslim, but it's hard for me to believe that the people over in Iraq and Afghanistan hopped on a plane that they just, you know, they just hopped on a plane, came over here and they were able to bring a bomb on that plane and blow everything up. It just it doesn't make sense to me. And it's upsetting because, yeah, all growing up, it's it was Muslims are bad. And now I'm 10 years from then I'm 25 now. So at 15, that's what I was told. Twenty five. I'm like, I think the Muslims are like the best religion out there.

1:04:01 I don't know much about it yet. I would like to know more. And that's why I'm just seeking more about it. But now I think they're one of the strongest remaining populations on Earth. So to believe that they wanted to do harm to us for they didn't even tell us. They just yeah, they just didn't like America. That doesn't make any sense. They hated democracy. That's why they're that's why they're terrorists. That's what they told us. Yeah. If you even dig deeper, deeper than around that time, there was also the things that they found in Iraq. Iraq, the the old, how do you say it in English?

1:04:41 Oh, my God. Oh, Iraq, like the weapons of mass destruction that we were all lied to about. And no, no, no, no, not that kind of about that, bro. So we invaded this country twice and didn't shit. And for what? Yeah, for what? Now, but for what? Really? Because they found things. They were out there for a reason. They were not without reason in Iraq. Have you researched what they found? What? Now, the old I recall, I want to say it more respectfully, but the corpses of big giants and some traces of old rulers, I'm not specific what the names, but my partner knows all about it.

1:05:33 He can fill you in later. And a friend of mine, she came from Pakistan. She told me during Corona about this and I had no time to research it. I was like, OK, whatever. I believe you because I know this world is crazy. And I said to her, Giants, I will not say if anyone comes to me and says like UFOs, I see something in the air. I was like, yeah, of course, I believe that there are a lot of things. So I didn't decline the whole giant thing. And later on, I came on to do some research. And it was all about the times that America went to Iraq.

1:06:16 So they were doing stuff out there and they had something going on with the Muslims, but they were different things because they were invading their country to actually. Yeah, do stuff there that for what reason projects and top secret, of course, but people. I want to ask because you keep you keep bringing up people all your friends are from so many different areas in the world, why? Why are you guys all going over to Netherlands and Holland? Why? Because I mean, you brought up Somalia, then you brought up Morocco. Holland, it's I think it's nearly 50 percent other cultures because Dutch is so mingled, I say, mingled like diverse, like diverse.

1:07:09 Yes, they have I have many cultures. I think I. Met. Every culture. I know. But it's not like known is that known from country to country. You guys just all end up there because like, why did you choose the Netherlands to go to instead of we actually didn't choose for the Netherlands. We were on our way to England because there was my mother's family was all in England, so we were on our way to England, but we got caught in Belgium, so they decided to just hop on from Belgium to the Netherlands by train.

1:07:54 And then so we stayed and they gave us that the Dutch they took us in because Somalia was at that time a horrible place. So they couldn't send us back. So they accept us. We stayed in Holland, but we were actually on our way to England. So they so they didn't choose Holland and England. They chose England because Somali people, they are very clever people. I have to say that out loud because those people back in Somalia at that time, they already knew how the system in every country works in America, Canada, England. They have I don't know how they would research it back then because they didn't have computers rights to know how the whole system of another country works.

1:08:41 But they will tip you in the country where it's where it's the best place to be with the system. Huh? Yeah. I mean, I heard like a lot of like Europe, like a lot of European countries are letting in a lot of Muslim people letting in. Yeah, not not importing them, but every immigrant they got is from a Muslim country, but I hear people complain about that because, you know, they think you're going to have the Islamic Republic of Ireland here shortly. Hmm. So like to the to the people who said, like, you know what assimilation is?

1:09:26 Yeah, like. To the people who say that Muslims don't assimilate enough. Don't assimilate enough. Yeah, like you don't switch to you don't change your ways from the Muslim way to the new if you move from a Muslim country to Dutch or to Netherlands, you don't change how you are still believe in Allah. So I mean, you still follow your faith and you don't change that for really anything. A lot of people don't change that for anything. So you don't assimilate into you're not coming over to America and changing into Christianity.

1:10:07 Well, a lot of that they do, but it does happen. Yeah. Yeah, but they they're almost scared because they don't want to bring because we have this fear that you guys are just the worst people in the world. So they don't want you coming over here knowing that you're not going to change your ways for our government. So they're getting scared. Like all these all these Muslim people are coming over that we're going to end up with a Muslim group that's going to end up revolting and taking over our place. Yeah, I know. But but I think that that's also because like when I came back on my religion and I defended myself from out God, his the right that the rights that I have from God, I'm a free spirit and everything.

1:10:54 I started to to to talk differently to like government, for example. I didn't take a no for answer because I was like, OK, but you're just playing with me. And I know from God that this is the truth. So you can't play around. You see, I and they saw it as an aggressive way. But for me, it was I'm not aggressive. I'm just. I was more confident about what I was saying. And I was like, OK, but I do believe this and I feel that this is the truth. And I researched it. So you can tell me different.

1:11:36 And if you try to do it, I or I will walk out or I would just try and explain to you how where I come from and give you some sources, but I will not battle with you over it. Right. So I don't have to battle because God made me free and I can do whatever I want, and that's something that they are afraid of. Right. Yeah, I think like many times. Part of me thinks that they're just afraid of people that don't look like them, which, like, I kind of understand. Right. But it's like if you all took five minutes to learn what Islam was about, like, you know, Islam's and Christians, they pray to the same God like Jesus, same God, they believe in Jesus Christ, too.

1:12:23 It's like you can learn a lot from people when you don't reduce them to being a terrorist, let's say. Yeah. But the same goes for the Christianity. And my partner, he we had a big argument about it because we had a lot of fights. Christianity, don't we all, don't we all have a war zone? It is. But one time we had an argument about he was testing me in my religion and he was telling a lot of stuff about a prophet.

1:13:04 And he wasn't aggressive about him, but he was actually testing me if I knew where I stand for, and I'm thankful because I got to know more and better where I stand for and to research it and to be very on point and confident and everything. But when he started saying that I automatically, because I was angry at some points, I said about Christianity that I didn't think that I don't believe that all churches, they are pedophiles or they rape boys and everything.

1:13:50 So I said to him, the religion, the people who are in some churches and who are corrupt and who are sick in their head, it doesn't mean that that's nothing from God. That's the people, that's the human with the free will doing what God has forbidden, obviously, so you can't attach that to the religion. You have to see it. Yeah, I mean, that was World War II. I'm sorry, that's what turned me off from religion for so many years. Is that being all over the news, pedophile this, then this pastor did this and all that. Why would I want to get into that religion?

1:14:33 So that's just another thing where people, you see it all over the news, so you're scared to walk into a church. I had to walk into church alone. I didn't have anyone to go with. I didn't know where to go. I didn't know which church to go to. Yeah, exactly. I wasn't alone. And so when you start believing that you just you're trying to follow and find the truth, you kind of start to understand that the people that are in the position of a pastor and become a pedophile, like you said, there's something wrong within them. There's something that they haven't figured out. And now they're putting a bad stain on the faith.

1:15:15 So it's I mean, it's irritating to see all that happen because you're doing it with such a such a. You have such a big role within the church and the religion, and you're doing it in that role. So you're staining your own faith. So I don't know if you just never believed in it or if this is just something that you are just there is just something wrong with your mind. And to our media lies to us about everything. Right. Like if you look up rates of, let's say, sexual assault in the Catholic Church, compare that to school teachers. School teachers are like ten times higher, but we never hear about that.

1:15:56 We just think the Catholic Church is just full of a bunch of, you know, people who sexually assault and it's like. Yeah, but I refuse to think that I put it up then in an argument because I wanted to hit back something, something, but I had to say and I did say sorry immediately because I don't believe that they are and not every church can be that. And that's the same, actually, with Muslims that they are, there are Muslims who are going on sale and and and and and I don't know where they got it from. I still don't know where they got it from because I've been searching in the Quran where it says that you can kill another human creation from God.

1:16:42 So I don't know where, but it happens. But we shouldn't be looking. It's a religion like that. Yeah, it's like every group has bad people, bro. There's a lot of bad cops out there, but you never hear about the good cops. You never hear about the Muslim who goes in praise and leads a just life, you never hear about the priest who helps people. You only hear about the bad things. And it's like we're we we're so quick to associate negativity with any group of people, it just it prevents us from learning how similar we are. Yeah, that we are one.

1:17:23 It's dividing us. It's keeping us apart from. Even people who are close to you. I mean, yeah, we we had an atheist student, our last podcast popped up in the chat and was kind of talking to us about, you know, God and all this stuff. And I don't know if it was me or the guests, but one of us said, suppose we are wrong about religion, right? None of it's real. It's all just made up. Then when we die, though, it's nothing. So it doesn't matter. So, yeah, so when we when we end up dying, if if I'm believing in what you say is nothing and when you die because you don't believe you just you're done, but because I believe I like the Bible says you have eternal life.

1:18:16 Who went like, wouldn't you rather be on the safe side of having eternal life versus believing in nothing and living a sad, morbid life? It wouldn't make sense. Yeah. Like the punishment for being wrong about a religion is nothing. Yeah. But I believe that it's it's already imprinted in us, in our souls. So we can be wrong if you just listen carefully and just pay attention, everybody has his own mission and own connection to God. So we can't even tell each other about how God works.

1:18:58 You can tell about his miracles and how he works for you. But everybody has his own. And. So it's already in us. So even one who says he doesn't believe God and that says that that's in the Quran. Some are deaf and blind, deaf, blind and almost the third, but they are not even able to to understand or they're blocked. Yeah. And I when I read that over and over again, I was trying to point in my head to those that God means.

1:19:49 And when I think of the bad ones, the evil ones, the ones with power, even governments, they don't want to see things. So they are in a way deaf, blind. That's how I understood it. So they did. But everybody is from God. Right. Even one who does not believe is created and he can say and we should respect that, of course, that he is not created by the source God, whatever he wants to say. We already know it, right?

1:20:31 So he could say, I believe I'm not returning to God. That's what Trevor said. Right. He said that he won't. Yeah, that's because he doesn't believe in returning to God. So he believes that he will. What does die just lights out. That's it. You're over with. It don't matter. Like I'm saying, though, it doesn't matter at that point. You could be any religion ever. And if there's nothing, then there's nothing and there's no no penalty for being wrong. Yeah, but then you're just in the ground.

1:21:15 And yeah, I don't think that we are that useless. Can I ask you? I refuse to be useless. Like, what what benefits have you seen, though, from finding your faith again? I started to open up before I only saw dark and there was only dark in my life. I who actually kind of cut out. Am I good still, Trout? You're fine. So if I had known you like three years ago, then you would save my life, but God saved me.

1:21:58 Thank God. But when you repeat that last, like 15 seconds, you kind of cut out. I said that I was battling with a lot of demons. Yeah, yes. From there. Yeah. And yeah, it it got me very hard and even to points that I wanted to die actually and just to end my life, but I always knew that I couldn't because I'm a Muslim. So I was like angry with God. Like you didn't even give me a way out on this whole crazy life.

1:22:40 I couldn't handle my traumas. There were just too many and I didn't handle them when I should handle them before I got kids. Actually, that's the best time to have faced your traumas and to heal because then you cannot pass on traumas to your children. Yeah, yeah. That's but I did it. I didn't know about it because I blocked a lot of things. And I now backwards when I look at the past three years and I have conversations with my son, we are very open about his traumas, my traumas. We see we discuss everything. And now I see that I did pass on even though I didn't want wanted to do it.

1:23:26 But that's just how trauma works. And God just saved me all the time, every time. It's it's almost it's it's crazy. This is why I believe we all have a guide because I was in a similar situation. It's like, it's like, look, I had suicidal thoughts. And that's why that's why we started the show. That's bottom line. That's why we started the show is because I had suicidal thoughts. I held my own gun to my head. And finally, I said, what what is going on here? I am missing a key part of life to the point where I'm ready. Like you said, I'm I'm over it.

1:24:06 I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with this anymore. And I don't know what else to do. Got nothing to lose to, bro. You're almost taking your own life. What difference does it make at that point? Yeah. So it's it's crazy to me that. I mean, God, God is saving so many lives from that. And that's why ever since I found my religion, it's it seems like each show turns into that. If you listen to any show before episode 30 or probably 35. We never brought it up. We didn't talk about it. We didn't say anything about it. But I found that it's like the one key that is saving that saved me.

1:24:47 And now to even hear you say it from all the way across the globe, it's it can't be it can't be fake. Yeah. It's connected, you know, like that can't be. Yeah. So it's it's I did want to ask on top of that. Because I've been struggling with this and we talked about it a little bit before this is like you said, people are blind to it. And it's hard to get someone to understand such a such a concept that it's hard to tell someone, look, man, just let it go. God is in control. You're not in control.

1:25:28 And for someone to give up that power. Is one of the big steps in everyone's life. That's why we end up saying we're born again. I'm spiritually born again. How do you do you try to not convince, but do you try to let anyone know? How do you get through to people to tell them, look, God is real or or do you just kind of let them figure it out on their own? Have you ever ran into a situation? Because, for instance, Kevin, Kevin's the one that brought God to me. And he couldn't have said, hey, listen, man, there's a God because I wouldn't have listened. I just I wouldn't have paid attention.

1:26:09 I wouldn't have listened. But he would throw in these little, little things. What a couple of things I'd come into work and something bad happened to me that day before or that morning. And I, I don't know if I would be complaining hard about it, but I would bring it up to the point where you could tell that it upset me. This is when he was 19 real quick, though. So he was very vocal at that age. You know, and some upset him. I'm sorry. But he would be that's a travel. Kevin, he put he brought you on the path of God. Yes, because he is when I when I came up and I would say anything. It was amazing job.

1:26:50 I'm so thankful for it because without it, I don't know what I would have done. And you just just these little things like when I came to him, he's like, dude, do you believe that's a coincidence? And I'm like, well, what else would it be? He's like, that's the good Lord talking to you. And it just just that one little bit he would say. I mean, he would repeat. I would hear that at least two to three times a week. That's the good Lord talking to you if it wasn't once a day. So it was good. Yeah. Or God is good. Or you plant a seed in the back of my head to where finally a couple of years later, it was OK, let me believe, do you do you try to do that? Do you have, I guess, spread God's word? How do you spread God's word?

1:27:30 Well, I did in the beginning because I was full of it and I was like, oh, God is saving me right now. I have to tell people about it. Yeah. Yep. Yep. Yep. I have to share it. But people just reacted on me like I was crazy. And that kind of blocked me towards them to keep sharing it because and it's actually I want to do it again, but not that extreme because I like, for example, I was proving my partner about how God is working and bringing him proof. This is God's work.

1:28:11 If you don't believe by now, then I don't know what you believe. And I was like putting all the evidence together because I had to convince him. Like there is a God because he was very negative in the beginning. And there was a lot that we had to handle. And I was like every time, even because we got our child, my daughter. And during Corona, there was a lot. Like I said, people were getting sick. So I believe they always put things in the air and everywhere around us. There are diseases. So we have to be staying on top level of our health. So, yeah, I remember. Yeah, like for me, it was something like, I mean, I had only found God at this point, probably three or four months before.

1:28:58 I mean, I was out in Afghanistan when COVID happens. I got invited to a Bible study, had literally nothing else to do. But I felt like I could feel God in me. Right. And I knew it was something that would help Trevor. But I remember back in like middle school, I was probably like 11 to 14, a middle school term. And there would be people outside my school talking about the Bible saying, I'm going to go to hell just because. And it's like, I really think that's the wrong way to go about it. All that did was make me an angry atheist till I was like 23, dude. And so I'm thinking like, OK, I know God can help Trevor. How do I introduce it to him in a way that is kind of gentle that he's going to understand and really figure out, so to speak?

1:29:49 And like for me, that was comedy. I'm a very comedic person. I got one liner for everything. You know, it's just what I know. So I was like, every time we get off early, I'd be like, God is good, dude. Yeah, it is early. Like a lot of people think I'm a terrorist walking around with. No, I swear to God. Say that God is the biggest. Yes, say that on Fort Campbell. Get a get arrested. Yeah. But it's like, you know, it's so helpful. It's like you found the winning lottery numbers. You almost want to share with everyone on the winning team. Yeah, yeah. It's it's just the not worrying about things like there have been.

1:30:32 I mean, we don't get paid that much in the army. There have been a lot of times where I've been like, oh, I'm about to be broke. I mean, payday was like a week away and then I'd get like money for my college or, you know, wherever. And I just think, how many times does this have to keep happening before I realize that it can't be a coincidence, right? And what do you do when you when you receive it? I immediately because we have our rituals, right? We clean ourselves and then we go and pray. I start praying immediately. Like, thank you, God. I know it's from you. I was in a money making class last year and that lady, she told me she started the whole class with money comes from God.

1:31:16 And I was like, wow, I'm going to listen to you because, yeah, I was like, I'm in a good class. I'm going to just listen very carefully because you tell me she started upfront telling everybody money comes from God. If you're not spiritually aligned with your source, with your God, you will receive no money. That's what she said when she started. She's absolutely right about that. You have no sense of community either. Like if I only cared about, let's say, me getting rich, right? What good is that going to do my friends or my community? Right. How can you build up others to how can I build up? That's why the Jewish people are so rich, dude.

1:31:57 This is when one of them makes money. They all make money because they're all brothers and sisters. And that's what they do good. And they keep you said about Muslims, they keep their faith. But actually, you know, the Halal certificate on food. Like for Jewish people, they have kosher. Their label. Yeah, they are low certification. And it's good product. It's called kosher. And Muslims, they have halal. And the Jewish products, you will find no additions to food. And the halal foods, you find a lot of messed up things.

1:32:38 Yeah, I have to say it out loud because I'm going to ask questions about this in the companies, but I don't have the time for all those companies right now. But they shouldn't put on halal because halal should be good for you. And if you consume it, it wouldn't do it shouldn't be doing harm to you. And the Jewish people, they have like a very strict in their ways for food, for the brothers and sisters. They're very even in the Muslim community, I see their willingness, willingness to help each other. Hmm. Oh, no.

1:33:21 Now, she's right. When is the Dutch government doesn't want her spreading God's truth? Oh, dude. I would add. Yeah, no, I I was going to say last week we didn't get to record it, but you were talking about your daughter, you were feeding your daughter only only, I guess you could say real food, only food that's healthy. Could you just go through that again so people can hear kind of the benefits of. You and your daughter eating the legit food. Yeah, but that's what I want. Yeah, that was that was also gifted from God because before I well, I was always looking for health ways to eat, but not that this this this this this extreme.

1:34:12 But when I got her, I my partner, he told me about it started with vaccines. My other three children in Holland, we have like the the the the the government's vaccine program. Do you have it in America? Like the little children when they get born, they get vaccines for a lot. Oh, they get a lot of them. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's not like pushed on by the government, though. You have a chance to say no in here, too, but they don't tell you that. Yeah, yeah. They'll just say no to you. They keep pushing you every time you go over. Really, they know how to push you. But it started with that because my my partner, he said he told me we're not going to put any vaccine in our child.

1:35:02 And I was like, well, what are you telling me? Yeah. At first, I thought he was crazy because I didn't believe what he believed. And I was like, I gave the other children the support and everything they need from the vaccine. And he started to explain to me. And he and he dared me. He said, OK, you're smart enough. Just do your own research. I dare you to do your research. And if you come back to me, you he was also testing me. He did a lot of testing, but I did research and I was shocked. I remember I didn't even spoke to him for a couple of days because I was like I had to consume all the information that I got and I already have done it to my other children. So I felt a lot of guilt and I was angry about a lot of stuff.

1:35:53 It's massive. I'm sorry. They act like giving a kid 70 vaccines by the time he's like 10 is, you know, there it's fine. No problem. The right way. The way the science is, I'm just shocked. How can they push that to people? How can people actually I did it myself? So. It's crazy. I mean, yeah, like hepatitis, right? Like hepatitis C, they give a baby a vaccine for it when it's like a minute old, right? But you only get that from sharing needles. It's like, what's a baby going to be sharing a fucking needle?

1:36:34 Like, what? I'm sorry, dude, it's just that the funny part comes now. I investigated this because when I researched it, I'm like I said, I am someone who goes deep into things and especially if it concerns my children. So I delivered my child and after four weeks you get a notice to note a letter that you should come to the bureau, they say it in English where they put on the vaccines and the children that you should get the vaccine from four weeks old and I was like, I'm not going to do this.

1:37:16 And I was sweating. I was all. I was like, how am I going to tell them that I'm not giving her the vaccine for weeks old? You'll see a month old baby, bro. They're brand new. Like. Some immediately. Can you? I found out many, many things, even in the pregnancy when they get the blood from the child and when they do the examination on the mother. They take a lot of of us. They I don't know. I still don't know what they do with it, but it's crazy.

1:38:00 I had to come into my fullest right with my son, Mason. He is nearly born free because I have not cooperated in any of their circus with him. And I've seen. I see my child. He's different than the other children. He's different. He's different. He's much smarter. He's focused. He is when he was born, he gave me the look that he understood everything. I mean it. And children are born with their soul. They came straight from God. When I pushed him out and I communicated with him, it was like he gave me a message from God was so massive, and it was like with the other children.

1:38:51 I lost the connection because of the vaccines and all the troubles that I that that that I put in myself. Yeah, yeah, you're not talking like, yeah, obviously not talking to a newborn baby, like you can feel that connection. I feel that because I have five children and I have vaccinated my three oldest ones and my daughter, I in the pregnancy, I did cooperate with the with the investigations on the blood and all the samples and everything that you do. But with him, I didn't because I agreed on nothing. I said, I'm not leaving anything of myself with you. I said, no blood. I'm going to do everything with other labs.

1:39:34 I'm not trusting any regular hospital. I want to do everything on my own. And that's the best way. If you have a child, don't follow the government's path for your child, because they are stealing a lot of yourself and your child while being pregnant. And when you deliver, because when you deliver, they gave me with with with my daughter, they gave me a needle, that needle that brought up a lot of things in me. And they I researched it was in America. It was how do you say it was a big thing in America, like a scandal.

1:40:16 Yeah, because there are a lot of mothers who get compliance in America. They acknowledged it in Holland. They say now it's not possible. I said America already acknowledged these things, these facts. And it's it's it's tested. It's so and they they they they denied, of course, but I knew better and I didn't. And I felt different and I had a different child. That's why my daughter, I refuse all the other vaccines. And then they gave me this shot when I just delivered her and I had to give her the breast and while giving her the breast, I give her that medicine that they gave me.

1:41:00 So I inject my child immediately with that stuff that they put in me. Yeah. Well, real quick, I would think this child, my job, my daughter, my my my my daughter from three years old. She had a lot of struggles. She's still. Handling a lot of things, I see it. It's crazy. You should see how many vaccines Trevor and I got in the army. It was like my vaccine records, like five pages long. It looked it seriously when I showed up to basic training. It looked like a World War Two situation where we were all in a line and they said next and we walked up. The next person came. They didn't. All right. What's your name, Trevor?

1:41:41 What's your social? Yep. Step on that. It wasn't just one step step like you're walking around, people turn around, stab other arm stab. It was it was bad. Yeah. The point where I don't I couldn't tell you, I really couldn't tell you. And then I had to go back and get checkups every time. I don't know how many times I got the anthrax vaccine. I don't know what that does to you, but I was going to I've gotten that five, 10 times in the army. But you should you would think that the people they put in army, they need to be strong, right? Yeah. Why would you inject them and test stuff? That's especially about like with the covid vaccine, right?

1:42:24 Like covid is killing old and fat people in the army. Find me a bigger population that's younger and healthier than the US Army. It doesn't exist, but we still had to get it because. Because, yeah, I don't know the reason. And it was so bad, though, they were like, oh, you have to get the covid vaccine or else you can't deploy your that's why I got it. That's why I got it. They said you didn't have to wear a mask for like half an hour. These people. Yeah, but then we had a guy in the shop. Shout out to Scott. Dude, I got a lot of respect for that guy. Yeah, didn't get the shot the whole time. He had to wear a mask. No one else did.

1:43:05 And they didn't even kick him out. It's like, dude, y'all are threatening to kick me out the army for not getting this vaccine and then six months later, it's not even a problem. No one gives a shit like you ruined lives over this for a whole bit too, man. That was so upsetting. Like they give me a vaccine every half an hour in the army. Like, give me all the anthrax ones. I don't care. But like the covid vaccine is different. It's it works differently. It was like and the people don't need it either. What happens in 50 years when we're all, you know, in a wheelchair or something like you can't you can't tell me a vaccine is safe and effective in the long term when it's only been out for half an hour.

1:43:52 You know, but it shouldn't be in you inside of you in the first place. There's no because I've seen doctors telling that we are built in a way that we can just heal ourselves. Mm hmm. Yeah, we wouldn't be here. My dad, my dad used to ask he was a hockey coach of mine and ended up committing suicide, but he was a neurosurgeon working on the brain and anytime there was something wrong with us kids, my dad would go ask him and he would just say, give it two weeks, 14 days. Your body should have healed it already. If it hasn't healed after 14 days, you might actually have a bigger problem on your hands, but your body is built to deal with this type of situation.

1:44:39 You give it when you when I mess up my finger, give it 14 days. You're going to be fine. It's I don't. Yeah, that's how. I mean, how many thousands of years people been getting splinters and dying, bro. Like we're clearly able to heal ourselves. It's just what got me about Covid 2 is like there was no treatment, right? Like if Trevor and I got coronavirus three years ago, we go to the hospital. They either give us a ventilator, which we die on, probably or Tylenol. But if we wanted to get, say, ivermectin or hydroxychloroquine, we'd have to go get this horse medicine. And it's like.

1:45:19 This is so stupid, bro. Every study I've read on this says it's either going to not work or it's going to work like it'll do medicine that you shouldn't. Yeah, exactly. It's like it won't harm me. It'll just not work or it'll help me. It's like, dude, why won't you let me try it? Did you use it? I used it. What do you do? Yeah. Yeah. How did you feel? I was very, really sick. And then I also found out that Corona is also mentally drives you crazy. And it's your thoughts that make you go to think that you are that's much heavier.

1:46:04 And that's what I found out later on in the moment. I was like, I think I'm going to die and I need a medicine. Like, just give me anything. So I was in a group of people. They called themselves the the the the the hearts group in Holland. And they but it was it was a group full of people who thought outside the normal things, they were spiritual and then and then and then many. It was multicultural because they were I was the only Muslim, but everyone had a different thought about the creation of of the human beings.

1:46:45 And I loved it because I want to learn as much as possible and everything. And I respect everyone. That's what I did in Corona, of course, because I had to deal with a lot of different. It's not even a religion. Some people, they they say the source, but they also believe in other galaxies and and these federations, galactic, galactic. And I keep it open. I'm like, OK, I believe there's a lot of out there. I did. I don't have names for all those. No one has a name for those things. You get it a lot. So but I learned a lot of those people and they were very they were also doctors in the in the group and like my son is in.

1:47:30 Look at him. I'm going to put off the camera because I'm going to breastfeed him, if you don't mind. Yeah, no, you're good. I was just going to say we're running we're running past on time if you're OK with closing it off now. Yes, if you have the I guess. But I just want to come back to the question that you said about the healthy food. But it started by the corona because of all the when she when she was born. And I was thinking of the most healthy way to raise her. So I couldn't go any way than what God was giving me because it started with she got she got like ear infections when she was when she was young.

1:48:18 And I didn't want to give her anti antibiotic is that yeah, yeah. So I researched other ways to heal ear infections and everything. And I found a book that I followed at first as of the Prophet Mohammed, Salam alayhi wasalam is peace be upon him. If I say correctly, yeah, that we can that we can heal ourselves with with herbs and plants and everything. So I did. I start doing it and it works. It works. Where should I take any medicine if it works?

1:49:01 Oh, and we can heal ourselves. That's that's that's the main thing. We're big into pills here in the US by pharmaceutical companies. If it's natural. They don't want us taking that at all. You don't make money off of me growing my own plant. Yes, sir. Now they can. And that's what we are the product. That's what we said earlier. We are the product of all this. We are the product. And that's in a way sad. But we know I know, you know, so if we just spread these things that it works and people don't have to be afraid and don't have to think that they are alone or that they have to kill themselves, it's not needed.

1:49:46 We're still out here surviving with the natural resources because God gave us this planet and it's ours to also find the solutions for every problem that we have and face. You're right. Now, there's a solution for every problem. Just people need to listen more. Like I saw an interview with Marilyn Manson. They asked him, the Columbine shooters listen to your music, what do you say about that? Like, what would you what would you tell them if they were here right now? He was like, I wouldn't tell them anything. I'd listen because that's what no one else did. It's like, yeah, we got to listen to each other, man. People need to be heard. People don't feel heard. They feel fucking trapped.

1:50:26 Yeah. Kevin, you got a last question or you want to. I got a last question. It's kind of tough. What do you say to the people that say if there is a God, why is there so much suffering going on in the US? Like, why would why would God allow the Holocaust to happen? Well, I have a better example. God this life is a test. And God told us in the beginning we were created the the bad one, the devil. I read the news that I must protect myself from it and everyone. Yeah. He didn't bow down for us.

1:51:09 Is that correct? He had to kneel for us as creation and he refused. So that's why he was put away as a nonbeliever. Right. But God told the angels, I know what you don't know about us, about us humans. And they warned him already. Why would you let them? I don't know the exact words, but I'm going to share it. I don't know if the Bible says something like that, but the Quran says it that there was already so many creations from God that caused corruption and harmful things on this planet and why God was creating another species that would do the same and got answered to them, to the angels.

1:52:14 I know what you don't know, something like that. And yeah. No, it makes sense. I've heard, too, that like if you ask if you ask your kid what he wants, what will make him happy? He's going to say, let me get all the candy and McDonald's in the world. Right. But you know, that's not good for him. Who's to say we don't have something similar? We want people to live forever. But that's not what's what's objectively the best for us. Oh, yeah. Yes, indeed. But if what I was saying was also, but God sees everything and everything has a reason, but the bad one, he made the promise that he would always try to deceive us and to take us with him to to his place, whatever that may be the hellfire or whatever you want to call it.

1:53:15 But we have options. We know how to face the bad things because God is instructing us. If you want to listen, it comes back again. Listening, God will. And the bad things that is allowing it because they are already here with us and we already know it, so we can't say no more things like why is this happening? No, because we already know these things are happening and we need to do our best and we need to pass this test and do whatever we can do to go against it. And not like in a fight, modus or battle.

1:53:56 But we have to stand our own ground in what we believe and what we stand for. If we do that much more and more people would do that, then the bad things wouldn't get this much attention. Like, for example, the news is all over negative with negative things. And it's programming us to think negative, to be depressed, actually. And but if we focus on positive things, if we put on more positive things outside, we are all responsible to do such things. And I think the majority of people, they are also drawn to the bad things.

1:54:41 So they and it's familiar because they have already programmed that way. It's hard to do, but yeah, it's not necessary. All the things that all the suffering. Yeah. If you ask me, there are there's few in power who want this world for themselves and they are trying to control us and we have to refuse. And if we refuse, there is always suffering because you can suffer. And in the end, they receive good because you have done good.

1:55:23 But you can also suffer and do nothing. So, yeah, like God gave us suffering because you are with the bad, evil thing on this planet where we are trapped in here. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like God gave us free will. It's not him doing bad stuff to ourselves. It's us doing bad stuff to ourselves. Exactly. It's not. And that's what I had this conversation with, with a man who believed that he came from, from the apes. And but he was very brutal and very rude on me because he was he was actually making a fool of me, like with my head scarred and everything, and I was like, OK, I respect you.

1:56:05 I still respect you. I don't care because you are programmed this way. I don't even care. I wouldn't let I kept smiling because I couldn't get angry on anything. He said to me, yeah, yeah. And he was also like, yeah, and why would God do this to little children? Why would God do this? And I'm like, OK, I understand where you come from. And I see it because I, I myself have the same questions to God. Like, why would you let these people die? Why would you? Same conversation. I said, yeah, I understand that I started to understand that where there is poor people and where there's rich people, the rich should help the poor.

1:56:46 And this world, we are not in balance. We are we are actually one. We should help each other. We shouldn't have poverty like we have. We have it in Somalia or Yemen or. Just look around the globe. You have the other countries. How is that possible in Holland? They are throwing away so many food. How can you tell me that there should be people dying over there without? It's crazy. That's the people who are doing those things. They are dividing us and they are keeping like water, for example. It's built in independent.

1:57:27 It comes from a planet. It's not from one company or one. It should be available for everybody. And why isn't it still in 2023 not available for everybody? How is that possible? It comes free from there. If we should ask if we are asking why are we suffering, we should ask ourselves those questions and what are we going to do about it? And then we can end suffering and maybe we can see the next level life or better. Paradise. I don't know how to say it, but yeah. Yeah. Like heaven on earth. And just because someone disagrees with you does not make them evil.

1:58:09 That's another key point. I think we don't mean I'm a Christian. You're a Muslim. That doesn't mean we have to hate each other. No, because there's no room for hate in paradise. You will not be in if you have hatred in your heart or soul. Yeah. I'm saying, wow, I got to this planet. If I die and get up to heaven and there's a Mahabed there is peace be upon him, then OK, let's just roll with that. And what the Quran says, Jesus is coming to save us. Yeah, I'm saying like what I said, Jesus is coming to save us.

1:58:51 We can disagree with each other. Please be upon him. Well, yeah, thank you so much for coming on. This was incredible. I'm excited to go back and watch it again. Where do I watch it? Where are you going to post this? It'll be on everything. So we put it on Apple, Spotify, YouTube, Twitter. If you use Twitter, really anything we could put it on, it's on there. So I was prepared that way because I was like I said, it was very late in Holland. And I was actually I was like, OK, just at home. Are you on LinkedIn or anything?

1:59:32 And I what are you on LinkedIn or anything? Yeah, and on Twitter. More recently. Oh, what's your Twitter username? Real quick, we'll make sure we send you it. Right. I send a message when I. Oh, you got a trove. I got I found you through Twitter, Twitter, Twitter. Funny, I found you. You react on under the emergency meeting of entertainment. Oh, the emergency. Wow. What? Wow. OK, and that's when you.

2:00:13 OK, I'll have to go through and find it then, because yeah, that's wow. We'll make sure we get it to you, though. We'll make sure. Yeah. Yeah, if not, I'll just email you. But. Yeah, it was this. I'm happy to do this and especially where you come from and how you started. It's very important. And this is a soul mission. So it's not coincidence. Everything is. Already mapped out. Yeah, it's weird how it all works. You have no choice than to follow the lead. Yeah, that's what we try and do, man. Like, we're not waking up every day thinking, oh, how can I go to McDonald's and flip as many hamburgers as I can?

2:00:58 That's how can we end suicide? That's what we're passionate about. Yeah. And I think that's what we're kind of good at, you know, getting conversation flowing, so we really appreciate you coming on, though, for real. Yeah, me too. I'm going to watch some other shows for you. If you share the links and I can see because I only had this from Streamyard and I was like that. Yeah, what it was. Yeah, the website on the bottom of the screen right here and suicide.us has all the shows on there. I don't even know which one to suggest to you. You're Jack of all trades. Yeah. Let me go to our channel real quick and look up a few recommendations.

2:01:42 Well, I will just I'm very curious in many topics. Yeah, God will. God will speak to you no matter what. You'll end up finding one on your own if we don't send it to you. But yeah, but this was great. This is great. Thank you again. Thank you for coming on. It's Amra. Yes, I'm Amra. It's official. But I call Amran because my is a very funny story. My uncle, when he had to write ourselves in from Somali to Holland, he at the end, he made an age.

2:02:28 That's the same thing happened to my last name. They switched the pronunciation because we came from Poland to America. Oh, you're from Poland. Yes. Yeah, my last name. I'm not from Poland. My great, great grandfather moved here before World War One. And yeah, when he showed up, he said, we're leaving that behind. We're American now and it'll be pronounced this way instead of the Polish way. So we switched it up a bit. You know, the Polish name, you know, it's yeah. So in Poland, it was Blaszczyk. Here here we just do Blazik.

2:03:09 Yeah, much better. My white palate can't even you like. What's up? Are you Kevin? Yes, and I'm very curious where you come from now. Because he said, I didn't know. Yeah. My family is mostly Irish and Greek is where I come from. Oh, both Europe. So yeah, yeah. I'm a pretty like racially kind of ambiguous looking guy. You don't really know where I come from. Especially like because I'm tan, right? But my hair is like flat, too. So one day we work with thought I was Egyptian.

2:03:50 OK, I'm not that good at telling where people come from, actually. So I never tried. So I just wait for them to say where they come from. I come from God. Yes, but with that, thank you so much. Yeah, may peace be with you with you, may God be with you, everything. I couldn't be thankful enough for this. This is awesome. Thank you very much. I'll ask Michael is his name. I'm going to ask him to. Make to say a schedule with you for some day and about two weeks later.

2:04:39 OK, awesome. I'm going to ask him. With that. Yeah, I would love to have more. I mean, we need more guests all the time. We appreciate every guest. But yeah, with that, we'll leave you to catch your sleep or do your research. Indeed. And your website open now is amazing. Thank you. Thank you very much.